Does this sound okay for straters…?
I woke with a start when I heard someone knocking on my front door. “Is someone there,” I asked groggily, rubbing my eyes and crawling out of bed.
“It’s me, Nevaeh.”
I ran to the door, now excited and less tired. I opened the door and found my friend, Brayden, standing there. He smiled as I motioned for him to step inside. Walking into the living room, we each sat on either end of the sofa.
After a few seconds, I decided to break the silence. “Something wrong?” I asked, anxious.
He shifted uncomfortably in his seat. “Um,” he murmured, then paused. I waited patiently for him to continue, but he didn’t.
“Yes?” I asked softly.
“Nice pajamas,” he said, chuckling. He seemed to relax just a little as I looked down and noticed that I was wearing my striped pajamas with sheep and the words “cute thing” written all over them. I blushed, but he only chuckled once more. I had a small crush -well not that small- on Brayden. Every time I saw his athletic build, or looked into his deep brown eyes and his beautiful face my heart palpitated.
I cleared my voice, then asked him, “You were saying?”
“Oh…yeah,” he started again, growing tense.
“Go on,” I encouraged him.
He shifted once more, then turned his head and stared me in the eyes. I blushed, as usual. Brayden moved to the middle cushion of the couch, then leaned over, quiet swiftly, and leveled his handsome face to mine. Then, quickly, but gently, kissed me. He looked up into my eyes, as he had before, and held my gaze as I blushed fiercely. My heart seemed to stop.
“Was that okay?” he whispered.
I nodded, mute from his brief kiss. He sat up, his back straight, looking anxious.
“I’m sorry, Nevaeh. I shouldn’t have done that.” He looked at his hands, which pressed together, his thumbs twirling in a circular motion around each other.
My heart beat faster as I looked at him, my face growing crimson. I turned to stare out the window so he couldn’t see my blushing, and waited for him to start again.
He grabbed hold of my right hand, the closest to him, and I turned from the window, startled once more. “It’s Connor.”
I stared at Brayden in confusion. Just yesterday Connor had called me. I remembered the moment clearly. Connor Read was my lab partner and also one of my ex-boyfriends. I’d told him off yesterday, after listening impatiently while he mumbled on and on about the reasons he’d cheated on me last year. I did it, though I was a little more than frightened.
I racked my brain, trying to put the pieces of the puzzle together, but there were missing parts. It didn’t sum up. Brayden was here, holding my had after giving me the most startling kiss I’ve ever had in my life. And I had no idea where Connor was, and frankly, I didn’t care. Why was Brayden bringing up the idiot’s name? It didn’t make sense.
“I…don’t understand, Bray,” I murmured.
He sighed, reaching over to take my left hand as well. He looked down at them. “Connor Read told me about yesterday.”
I narrowed my eyes. “What about it?” I had no intentions of bringing Connor, one of my enemies, into the conversation of the guy I’d been crushing on for five months. The guy who just kissed me…
“He threatened me.” Brayden lifted his eyes from our hands and held my glare for a few seconds as I tried to comprehend what he was saying. I barely could. I still hadn’t fully recovered from his actions moments before.
Then it hit me. Connor wanted me. He’d have me, too, one way or other. “But why?”
“I love, you, Nevaeh. I’ve never did anything to hurt you. But Connor…” he said, his voice trailing off. “He’s no good for you. I understand if you don’t want me, but all Connor wants is someone to hold when he has no one else.”
“I want you, Bray. I’ve wanted you since you stood up for me the first time Connor hurt me.” After I’d accused him of cheating on me, he’d hit me. Brayden had been in the neighborhood and heard my cry, unlike the neighbors who were out of town at the time.
I noticed him stiffen after I spoke the words, but he relaxed as he comprehended the first part. He put his arms around me, hugging me tightly to his chest as I smiled.
“I won’t let him hurt you, Nevaeh. Never.” I saw his jaw clench as he thought about it. I was so happy at the moment. It felt so right being in Brayden’s arms.
But as I began to arrange my thoughts I began to worry. Connor had been working out a lot lately. I’d seen him at the gym a few times. He was jogging past my house the other day, as well. Was he preparing? No, that’d be ridiculous…Probably just a coincidence, or was it? I hoped I was wrong. I DESPERATLEY hoped I was wrong.
“What are you thinking about?” Brayden whispered. I felt his warm breath on the side of my ear. It comforted me in some odd way, so I hugged him tighter.
“Different things…”I answered. I didn’t want him to know that I was doubting his strength, but in a way I was. “What are YOU thinking about?”
I waited patiently for him to
answer, and then after a long moment he finally did. “You,” he answered. It was a simple three letter, one syllable word, though it had so much more meaning to it than you could possibly imagine.
